Reverse World ni Poging Robbie

Opportunities...

2006-10-12T03:07:00.000-07:00

Hi. Finally, my internet allowed me to view my blog again. Time for another sharing...

The world really is filled with opportunities. The problem is many do not see these openings clearly and some even ignore these chances. I have had my own dose of 'missing opportunities' and I'm here to share one. Sorry for the weird writing later... it just adds to the feel of the story. :D

Lunch time... I was with a 'friend' and Her (by now you should already know who Her is... also, i shall be referring to that person as Her from now on) at the benches... I was conversing with 'friend' for a while but then 'friend' had to go because of something important... I was left with Her. A rush of thoughts suddenly poured into my head. 'How should I start this conversation?'... 'Do I look appropriate now? Do I look like crap?'... 'Does she wanna talk right now? Or is it a bad time?'... The list is endless... then I thought to myself 'Well, whatever topic i shold choose... I should 'break the ice' with Hello... or Hi...' So faced, looked at Her and said 'Hi! :D <--( seriously... I did this kind of smile)'... My heart started pounding more and more... awaiting her response... She smiled... turned away... and that was it... My heart sank... the glimmer in my eyes faded quickly... a missed opportunity... a missed chance... fading into time... irrevocable and done... I sat there with her for 10 mins... Not a word... no contact what-so-ever... then she left...

Crap mehn.

Crave...

2006-10-10T03:53:00.000-07:00

Not to offend anyone... especially friends coz you guys really are the best...

There are times in life, especially recently, wherein i really crave more attention and more love than what i already recieve. Am I that cold a friend? Am I that hard to talk to? Am I that uninteresting? I know at times I seem infallable, I seem contented with what is around me, usually its true but there are those times wherein i really crave for this feeling of acceptance from my friends but sometimes it doesn't get fullfilled.

This is not to pressure those whom I love alot but only a vent where I can express what I feel. I know it seems unfair in the part of those who really do care about me because I understand what they feel, that they give this love for someone yet that someone doesn't feel it totally... Its not like that. Or is it?

Maybe I can tie these feelings with myself... I find nothing wrong with the people around me. Heck~ I feel i don't deserve most of them. They're so caring yet I can only do so much. I feel so cold to them... I never get to hang out with them after dismissal where most of the bonding happens and recently I lose hang-out time when I need to prepare for tests or just simply so that I can finish all assignments due for the day. For friends who get to read this, Please understand... And Thanks for the support you've given me... especially to those who really carried me on their shoulders to get me here... to where and to who I am today. I love all my friends!

Maybe after reading this you can help me solve this? I dunno how... siguro just talk with me. Lets rekindle burned out candles and keep flickering ones from dying out. Peace out and to those I meet in school everyday... See ya soon!

REINSTATING MY OLD BLOG!!!! HAHAHA

2006-10-09T06:19:00.000-07:00

Ok. Classic tayo mehn!!! Grabe~ Tagal ko na tong hindi nagagamit!! Hahaha! Wala lang~

1. What made me decide to blog again?
-para mavent ko mga frustrations ko sa buhay, para makwento ko ang mga katotoyan ko, mga kalabuan ko at para may magawa pag bored.

2. Why this blog and not the other(s)?
-kasi napakalupit ng name ng blog kong ito! San ka pa diba? gahaba kasi e... makes it a whole lot cooler. Diba?

3. What to expect here in my blog for now?
-basically the same stuff as mentioned above... Katotoyan, kalabuan, kalungkutan, katuwaan. In short... buhay.

4.Whats with this intro thing?
-para naman cool tignan yung first entry ko in what... a year? If you'd kindly read the preceeding post I have in this blog... You'll be amazed na July of 2005 pa yan... Computer time namin nun... Napakatagal na mehn!!!!

5.I bid you all a farewell for now.
-intro lang muna tayo... basta i'll TRY and keep this blog alive... pag maayos na LJ ko uli (down kasi e) uupdate ko narin yun. Expect alot... AGAIN. HAHAHAH! Love you guys... especially gals... hahahaha! Support lang habol ko, mga comments lalo na pagkinakailangan ko ang response niyo or advice. GOODBYE!

today

2005-07-26T18:56:00.000-07:00

Today is July 27,2005

bobo tong blog ko e... Tuesday daw amffff.... o well... hahahha

conflict

2005-04-10T04:04:00.000-07:00

PART II: The Conflict...

I gaze at her and become so happy. Like my day is complete. I love the feeling i get from this. Its so inspiring. Even if so, for some weeks now i feel that there would never be something between us. I have this unwritten law on looking for the right HER, SHE should know and appreciate who i am as a person. Because of this i have become unsure if SHE is the real one since SHE rarely talks to me. Everyday, i become less and less attracted to HER. I reflect to myself and see no chance of getting close to HER. This is where my problem begins. I share this to some of my friends ( who are girls ) and they try to help me any way possible. They give advice and they show me that they really care, and now, i seem to like them ( my friends that are girls ) more than the GIRL. I cant ignore the fact that my friends ( im speaking of my friends who are girls ) are giving all they can just to help me become more noticeable to HER. Isnt that the sign of true love? Im confused. Who should i love? the GIRL or these great people ( my friends who are girls again ) around me. Im surrounded by wonderful people ( yup... still the friends i have that are girls) around me that i cannot pull one out of the rest because they all show me love. Each of them gifted with equal amounts of talents. All amazing, all wonderful. I love them too. And maybe, just maybe, I might just love one of those great people ( i guess you know by now that im speaking of my friends who are girls ) more than the GIRL...

To be continued...

2005-04-08T07:39:00.000-07:00

this is a story created by me........ enjoy

PART I: The Girl...

Everyone has a special someone in there lives. I too have a special someone in my life. She has changed the way i look forward to my day. Before, I would go to school and the first thing that comes to my mind is to talk and chat with my friends, then I study the lessons, and basically have fun through out the day. I thought that that will be as good as it gets. Until one day, I got a chance to talk to HER... SHE opened up and opened up some more. Our talk was not enough so we decided to become textmates. Thats where it started ( im pretty sure that this is when I started liking her). Because of that, every school day I rush to get ready for school, waiting for my bus to arrive at my house as early as possible so i can get to school ASAP. When I arrive, I walk up the stairs, go through the corridors and turn the corner. When i get to the classroom I drop my bag. I look left and right... searching for HER... then I see HER... My heart begins to beat faster and faster...

To be continued...

weeeeeee

2005-04-04T09:26:00.000-07:00

Poll : would you guys like it if I bring back the story from my previous blog??

To those people who have read my previous blog..... Gusto niyo bang irepublish dito yung story? ahahaha... kasi yung iba sabi sayang raw e. Kung sang ayon kayo please write sa comments part something like a "yes" or "game, pagpatuloy mo" and kung wag nalang pakisabi nalang rin like "wag nalang" or "ok na to. di na need yun". please? thanks.... please be serious naman ha!!!!!!!

For those who wish to see the story... You just hafta wait if the votes tally to a "YES" or vote "yes" narin para malaking chance na makita niyo yun. ahahaha! INgatZ EverYOnE!!!!!! Rock On n Keep Postin'!!!!

official statement

2005-03-28T06:04:00.000-08:00

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IM BACK

2005-03-25T19:10:00.000-08:00

THIS POST IS TO CHECK WHO STILL VISIT MY BLOG...............

COMMENT KAYO IF YOU VISIT OK????

If you want me to keep this blog alive, tell me through comments. Parang petition ba
please? i wanna know kasi if you guys are really visiting my blog e.... THANKS!!!

IF I GET 10+ comments then surely papagpatuloy ko tong blog ko.... 6-9 pagiisipan ko.... if less than 5.... baka hindi na

OK? ok! so post those comments now! para naman ganahan ako magblog. THANKS ULI

WEEEEE

2005-02-02T05:51:00.000-08:00

~Weee.... Great news for me ^_^

wow... Grabe! ngayon lang ako nakapagblog ulit!!!! anyways, this will only be a short one since tamad pa ako magblog. expect a new one on saturday.

I JUST WANNA SAY NA MAY DSL NA RIN KAMI ^_^

until next time!

2004-12-27T03:23:00.000-08:00

~A christmas report

Ive hadn't had time to visit my blog the past few days because of the hustle and bustle of Christmas Eve and Christmas itself. Anyways, It was an ordinary Christmas. We had to rush some gift buying and wrapping on the 23rd (wehehehe). by the 24th we were checking the list (twice, i might add) seeing if we had enough gifts (which we almost didn't, good thing I bought 2 gifts for my cuz, we used the extra one for my other cuz.. hehehe). The 25th was alright. The food was great (too great actually, the whole family's stomachs ached) and the presents were not half bad.

~Gifts I got on Dec 25 that I liked the most

*BAG!!!!!! -All my past bags have holes in them, it's about time that i recieved a new one ^_^
*MONEY!! -Kinda short on cash from the gift buying so i really loved recieving money for Christmas ^_^
*INITIAL D: scale models of 86 Trueno & Mazda RX7 FD!!!! -My personal favorite and my personal gift for myself (I LOVE INITIAL D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
*Clothing!!! -what christmas would not be complete without clothing from the relatives!!!

~New Year Draws Near

Gosh, 2004 is gonna move over soon. 2005 is rolling in the corner.
i dont think were gonna light fireworks this year. Maybe 1-2 Juda's belt. Thats all.

~Things to do

*Finish sanding the darn THE thing
*Try to find gifts for those i haven't found one yet
*Make my character in Ragnarok reach level 75 (or 80 if possible) by next year
*Get my room fixed and cleaned out for some remodelling (hope to see this soon... i hate the condition of my room... It eats stuff you leave...)
*get DSL... very very important
*Say happy new year to the people
*Fix up and spruce up my blog
*raise money to buy the special edition of the INITIAL D:scale model of 86 Trueno (P3500)
*Find other things to put in this list

~ ADIOS AMIGOS ~ UNTIL NEXT TIME ~ HAPPY NEW YEAR ~ WEEEEEEEEEEEE ~

2004-12-21T01:53:00.000-08:00

~Balance : Just a thought to ponder

Have you ever wondered why does everything have a counterpart? Up, down. Left, right. Happy, sad. Male, female. Predator, prey. Handsome/beautiful, ugly. And lots more. Is balance really that important? What would happen if there were no counterparts? Would we still be like this? How would we ever define something as pretty if there be no ugly? How can we win if there is no losing? How could man have a wife and vice versa if one never exsisted? With these in mind, think to yourself, What could possibly be the counterpart of mankind (in knowledge and capability)? The counterpart of our universe?

~Still bored

Nothing to do in the house. I think you pretty much get the message. No further explanations.

~Craves for school to come back

Its so dull in the house. Why you say? Because of the above reason. Im still bored. I'd like to go out and do stuff if only I had money. Used it on better things (mostly for the gifts for the people).

~Cash shortage

Still haven't bought something for the others. I dont have any means of getting more money. All i have now is a few P20 bills. We'll see if i can make the most of the money i have and buy those people some gifts.

~Inches away from a Merry Christmas

Well, actually its just days form christmas. I have recieved about 12 gifts in total so far. More than i expected. I wanna thank those who took time and shelled out some cash just to get me that little something. Thanks. It's well appreciated.

~Eager to open the gifts

I wanna open the gifts already!!!!!!! But I can't. I would have nothing to do on Christmas if I opened them now. O well...

~~~~~LATER MGA PEOPLE, INGATZ KAYO~~~~~

2004-12-14T20:57:00.000-08:00

EXAMS NAMIN Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow EXAMS NAMIN

Kahapon walang problema sa mga test. AP & Statz. Chupon lang.. isang box nga lang.. Chicken lang... na medyo malaki. At infairness, medyo madali ang tests today... hindi na chicken. turkey na. Pero kaya pa rin. 6/8 subjects down. 2 to go. english & *dun dun dun duuun* BIO *eeeeeek* *screams in terror*

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.... katamad amf... bat kasi yung mahirap yung huli e!
My gulay... wish me luck! wish us all who are going to take the tests tomorrow GOOD LUCK a!!!!!

sa mga makakabasa nito before Christmas Party..............................

GIFT KO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To all concerned....................................................................................

Wala pa akong gifts sa inyo!!! waaaaaaah! i feel so bad..... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

sa mga makakabasa nito AFTER Christmas Party.........................

GIFT KO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! paki bigay on January 3 2004. That is a Monday. wahahahahahahahahaha

sa mga may pera..................................................................................

buy me PS2 games!!!!!! as in namumulubi ako ngayon!!! Kahit NFS: underground2 or GTA: San Andreas lang!!!!

**note: DAPAT ORIG. HINDI CONVERTED PS2 KO
**note: if you cannot afford it then meet up with friends and collaborate to buy me 1
**note: if you are rich, don't hesitate to buy me 1 ok?
**note uli: if your stinking rich, buy me 2 ok?
**note nanaman: if you are STINKING rich, tatlohin mo na po
**note (duuh): IF YOU ARE FILTHY STINKING RICH THEN BUY ME 4-15 games and make my Christmas the best one i'll ever had!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-12-11T06:34:00.000-08:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
ok ba tong layout??? need your feedback!
thanks!!!!!

1st wave of tests down

2004-12-10T18:31:00.000-08:00

THIS POST IS ABOUT THE HAPPENINGS ON FRIDAY, DECEMBER 10 2004

Yey! CL n FL are down! Medyo hindi rin cramming ang pag-aaral ko para dun. Ehehehehehehehe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tapos, dun sa CL test. May question dun, yung sa Freedom, Evil, Temptation, and Sin, na nakalagay sumthing about studying for a test only on the day before. Grabe, nakonsensya ako bigla. Ehehehehe..... O well... Anyways, surprisingly the tests for me wasn't that hard. Ofcourse, i don't expect to get a perfect score. Jap was so repetitive that 70% of the answers were found on the test paper. Wahahaha! If you discovered that then sureball pasado ka sa test!

T.H.E. gave us the handicraft wood already. Steeg! gusto ko nang lihain!!!!! ehehe! pero andaya naman sa amin! Ang pangit ng pagkamartilyo nung mga tornilyo!!!!!!! haaaaaay naku.

Ehehehehehe... saturday... Mag-aaral ako sa hapon pa... Ehehehehe... Gonna study all of them by today... Then tomorrow general review... Then come monday, ask the people what tests are on tuesday... ehehehehe!!!!

Sige, be posting sometime soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Walang pasok....

2004-12-07T19:42:00.000-08:00

Walang pasok... Boring... May pasok... Frustrating...

What a good Wednesday it is... It's just that i'm wasting it by bumming around my house... Why is it that we ask for classes to be suspended and or cancelled so that we can "enjoy" the free time but whenever we do get it, We ask to go back to school? It's so hard to make up our minds... haaaayy... Well it is after all still morning... maybe by noon there will be something exciting, waiting to be experienced by me... I'm hoping there will... Well, thats it for now...

Why i created a new one....

2004-12-07T05:09:00.000-08:00

Well... wala lang

Etong blog na to is for my normal everyday experiences... SANA

AHAHA

looking forward to posting here... abangan niyo ito...

wahahahaha