Reverse World ni Poging Robbie

Stats

Name - Robbie "So Pogi" Hilado
Age - 16
Loves - Alot of things.
Especially si Krennie. LOVE YA BESH!

Thoughts

"No one is an island. We are human you know. We are not a form of land."

"there's no "I" in team... pero meron sa itim."

"nalaman ko na cells make up the body... oo nga no... muscells."

"kung ang eskimo ay nakatira sa malamig... edi yung eskiko nasa mainit?"

"there's this really bad thought.... utot"

"the eyes are the window to one's soul... ice on the other hand can be found sa north and south pole"

Archives

December 2004
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
July 2005
October 2006

Connections

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Other Characters

Communications

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Credits

Special thanks to up_in_lights for creating the primary layout of this blog
To blogskins.com for hosting skins for blogs for the public
To blogger.com for hosting this
To photobucket.com for hosting my wonderous background! (created by none other than up_in_lights)

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Hi. Finally, my internet allowed me to view my blog again. Time for another sharing...

The world really is filled with opportunities. The problem is many do not see these openings clearly and some even ignore these chances. I have had my own dose of 'missing opportunities' and I'm here to share one. Sorry for the weird writing later... it just adds to the feel of the story. :D

Lunch time... I was with a 'friend' and Her (by now you should already know who Her is... also, i shall be referring to that person as Her from now on) at the benches... I was conversing with 'friend' for a while but then 'friend' had to go because of something important... I was left with Her. A rush of thoughts suddenly poured into my head. 'How should I start this conversation?'... 'Do I look appropriate now? Do I look like crap?'... 'Does she wanna talk right now? Or is it a bad time?'... The list is endless... then I thought to myself 'Well, whatever topic i shold choose... I should 'break the ice' with Hello... or Hi...' So faced, looked at Her and said 'Hi! :D <--( seriously... I did this kind of smile)'... My heart started pounding more and more... awaiting her response... She smiled... turned away... and that was it... My heart sank... the glimmer in my eyes faded quickly... a missed opportunity... a missed chance... fading into time... irrevocable and done... I sat there with her for 10 mins... Not a word... no contact what-so-ever... then she left...

Crap mehn.

†Robbie_So_Pogi† :~: | :~: 3:07 AM

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Not to offend anyone... especially friends coz you guys really are the best...

There are times in life, especially recently, wherein i really crave more attention and more love than what i already recieve. Am I that cold a friend? Am I that hard to talk to? Am I that uninteresting? I know at times I seem infallable, I seem contented with what is around me, usually its true but there are those times wherein i really crave for this feeling of acceptance from my friends but sometimes it doesn't get fullfilled.

This is not to pressure those whom I love alot but only a vent where I can express what I feel. I know it seems unfair in the part of those who really do care about me because I understand what they feel, that they give this love for someone yet that someone doesn't feel it totally... Its not like that. Or is it?

Maybe I can tie these feelings with myself... I find nothing wrong with the people around me. Heck~ I feel i don't deserve most of them. They're so caring yet I can only do so much. I feel so cold to them... I never get to hang out with them after dismissal where most of the bonding happens and recently I lose hang-out time when I need to prepare for tests or just simply so that I can finish all assignments due for the day. For friends who get to read this, Please understand... And Thanks for the support you've given me... especially to those who really carried me on their shoulders to get me here... to where and to who I am today. I love all my friends!

Maybe after reading this you can help me solve this? I dunno how... siguro just talk with me. Lets rekindle burned out candles and keep flickering ones from dying out. Peace out and to those I meet in school everyday... See ya soon!

†Robbie_So_Pogi† :~: | :~: 3:53 AM

Monday, October 09, 2006

Ok. Classic tayo mehn!!! Grabe~ Tagal ko na tong hindi nagagamit!! Hahaha! Wala lang~

1. What made me decide to blog again?
-para mavent ko mga frustrations ko sa buhay, para makwento ko ang mga katotoyan ko, mga kalabuan ko at para may magawa pag bored.

2. Why this blog and not the other(s)?
-kasi napakalupit ng name ng blog kong ito! San ka pa diba? gahaba kasi e... makes it a whole lot cooler. Diba?

3. What to expect here in my blog for now?
-basically the same stuff as mentioned above... Katotoyan, kalabuan, kalungkutan, katuwaan. In short... buhay.

4.Whats with this intro thing?
-para naman cool tignan yung first entry ko in what... a year? If you'd kindly read the preceeding post I have in this blog... You'll be amazed na July of 2005 pa yan... Computer time namin nun... Napakatagal na mehn!!!!

5.I bid you all a farewell for now.
-intro lang muna tayo... basta i'll TRY and keep this blog alive... pag maayos na LJ ko uli (down kasi e) uupdate ko narin yun. Expect alot... AGAIN. HAHAHAH! Love you guys... especially gals... hahahaha! Support lang habol ko, mga comments lalo na pagkinakailangan ko ang response niyo or advice. GOODBYE!

†Robbie_So_Pogi† :~: | :~: 6:19 AM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Today is July 27,2005

bobo tong blog ko e... Tuesday daw amffff.... o well... hahahha

†Robbie_So_Pogi† :~: | :~: 6:56 PM

Sunday, April 10, 2005

PART II: The Conflict...

I gaze at her and become so happy. Like my day is complete. I love the feeling i get from this. Its so inspiring. Even if so, for some weeks now i feel that there would never be something between us. I have this unwritten law on looking for the right HER, SHE should know and appreciate who i am as a person. Because of this i have become unsure if SHE is the real one since SHE rarely talks to me. Everyday, i become less and less attracted to HER. I reflect to myself and see no chance of getting close to HER. This is where my problem begins. I share this to some of my friends ( who are girls ) and they try to help me any way possible. They give advice and they show me that they really care, and now, i seem to like them ( my friends that are girls ) more than the GIRL. I cant ignore the fact that my friends ( im speaking of my friends who are girls ) are giving all they can just to help me become more noticeable to HER. Isnt that the sign of true love? Im confused. Who should i love? the GIRL or these great people ( my friends who are girls again ) around me. Im surrounded by wonderful people ( yup... still the friends i have that are girls) around me that i cannot pull one out of the rest because they all show me love. Each of them gifted with equal amounts of talents. All amazing, all wonderful. I love them too. And maybe, just maybe, I might just love one of those great people ( i guess you know by now that im speaking of my friends who are girls ) more than the GIRL...

To be continued...

†Robbie_So_Pogi† :~: | :~: 4:04 AM

Friday, April 08, 2005

this is a story created by me........ enjoy

PART I: The Girl...

Everyone has a special someone in there lives. I too have a special someone in my life. She has changed the way i look forward to my day. Before, I would go to school and the first thing that comes to my mind is to talk and chat with my friends, then I study the lessons, and basically have fun through out the day. I thought that that will be as good as it gets. Until one day, I got a chance to talk to HER... SHE opened up and opened up some more. Our talk was not enough so we decided to become textmates. Thats where it started ( im pretty sure that this is when I started liking her). Because of that, every school day I rush to get ready for school, waiting for my bus to arrive at my house as early as possible so i can get to school ASAP. When I arrive, I walk up the stairs, go through the corridors and turn the corner. When i get to the classroom I drop my bag. I look left and right... searching for HER... then I see HER... My heart begins to beat faster and faster...

To be continued...

†Robbie_So_Pogi† :~: | :~: 7:39 AM

Monday, April 04, 2005

Poll : would you guys like it if I bring back the story from my previous blog??

To those people who have read my previous blog..... Gusto niyo bang irepublish dito yung story? ahahaha... kasi yung iba sabi sayang raw e. Kung sang ayon kayo please write sa comments part something like a "yes" or "game, pagpatuloy mo" and kung wag nalang pakisabi nalang rin like "wag nalang" or "ok na to. di na need yun". please? thanks.... please be serious naman ha!!!!!!!

For those who wish to see the story... You just hafta wait if the votes tally to a "YES" or vote "yes" narin para malaking chance na makita niyo yun. ahahaha! INgatZ EverYOnE!!!!!! Rock On n Keep Postin'!!!!

†Robbie_So_Pogi† :~: | :~: 9:26 AM